Forks, Washington

I woke up today and it was extra chilly compared to the last couple of weeks. It dawned on me that it was surprisingly foggy at this time of year. I can't help but welcome the stupid notion that maybe i was dreaming and that i had woken up at Forks. That maybe "Edward Cullen" would climb my window...which is not even up the ground...and make me swoon. I welcome his bite on my neck and make him suck all the blood out of me and make me suffer for days, excruciating pain, and wait for me until i join him in his world of beauty and mystery.

Don't get me wrong. I am not a gothic person nor am I satanic. Let's all be honest...for every girl, its always a sensual thought for a vampire to lure you into his hypnotic eyes and, maybe, make love to you; the best you will ever have in this lifetime, then suck you dry or turn you into a vampire like him. That danger and mystery is always a turn on for girls, women even. So I am not about to become a hypocrite and deny this fact.

so my days have been long and a little filled. Oat has come back a month ago and spent a week here before flying back to Wisconsin. Ko followed a few weeks later. I have been doing errands with Ko and it has kept both of us busy. Considering that we are on the hunt for something interesting to do on the weekends. Some days we just end up in our backyard swing talking big dreams and aspirations. There were talks about lots of money, becoming a billionaire, music producer for his part while I prefer a more subtle take like after the success wears off, i would love to grow old owning a small, chic/bohemian cafe with the same customers and a house by the beach or maybe owning a vineyard somewhere.

Here's what we came up with on weekends. Of course, there is an involvement of booze and games. He introduced to me this awesome wine, Sangria. It's imported from Spain and it has a very fruity taste. I do love alcohol but, ironically, i hate the taste and that's why I do everything in my power to cover it up. So when I tried this wine, i fell inlove with it. It also didnt hurt that it was only $5 at Albertsons or any grocery store. Then we were hanging out at our garage and decided to turn it into a hang out place. It definitely has a lot of potential since it has a bed and a couch in there. Those two furnitures didnt quite fit in our house. There were empty alcohol bottles that my sister collects, lots of board games and stuff. So our project is to organize everything and cover up the stuff with some sheets to make it look cleaner and put some lights in there. I cant wait.

Did I mention that Gossip Girl premiered??!?! I believe that Blair can make it through NYU. She's a queen bitch and she doesnt own that title for nothing. I am so hating on Geor-gina! Anyway, so Ko and I are TV buffs and we are watching lots of shows.

1. Gossip Girl
2. Melrose Place (remake)
3. 90210 (remake)
4. Vampire Diaries
5. One Tree Hill
6. Project Runway
7. America's Next Top Model
8. Grey's Anatomy
9. So You Think You Can Dance
10. America's Best Dance Crew
11. Drop Dead Diva
12. The Beautiful Life
13. Dancing With The Stars
14. The Hills
15. The City

Yes...we're hooked.

Other than that, I have not been up to anything interesting. Just living life one day at a time.

XOXO Yana