Confused as Hell

Well I haven't had the chance to write in here cause of the full-speed activity I've been doing. It's not that I'm an important person or anything but it just helps to keep my mind off things, if you know what I mean.

So this weekend has been pretty busy and maybe even eventful. Friday, of course, I had work. The evenning came and it suddenly became interesting, to say the least. Someone, whom I never expected to text again, did. After a week, Gian checked up on me casually. Like we just talked last night or something. Yeah, it did bring a smile to my face and I wanted to jump up and down like it was New Year's Eve which, of course, I didn't. But after I got over my excitement I calmed down and brought my guard up. Not like I was over-thinking or analyzing the situation cause, believe me, I've learned my lesson. It was more like curiousity but still going with the flow. Bottom line, he was sweet as always and very charming (on fucking text!)

p.s. I don't like texting. How does one get to know a person on such short and blah responses? How can I even sound cute on text?

It was the same as always. Don't know what he wants. I even gave him openings where, if he does want to, he can ask me out. But NADA! Now I know that maybe he was really bored. So from now on, I will just go about my business and who knows, maybe he'll text again. If that ever happens, I'll know what to do.

So Saturday, I had to work again till 4pm. Then I picked up my friend Hetal and with my sister, we had lunch at a korean fast food with my mom and brother. Then we bowled our asses off. Got lots of strike in the first 10 turns. I was feeling good. The the second round came and we were just wearing down a bit. I guess we gave it our all of the first round. Nevertheless, it was fun just hanging with the girls and my brother. By 8pm we went back home and changed outfits to go smoke hookah. Once again, we were back to Dream where all sorts of memories happened. Reminiscing is fun...especially when their hot waiter, Richard, is still working there. BTW, he still remembers me. hehehe!!! He got hotter! Did I mention he got hotter?!?!? the night went by and after the boy-talks and bonding and card game, we were spent and just had the get some much-needed sleep.

Sunday came and we went to church. This time we went to a different church since my mom wanted to go to this other church where her college-friend turned priest presided. We had lunch with him and he was actually cool. He's more like a counselor than a priest. It was good to get a well-balanced guidance for a change. So we talked over cook-it-yourself korean BBQ with tons of kimchi (I will regret this eventually in the anus area)

We'll see where my life leads me...Thanks for reading.

XOXO Yana