Paranormal Activity

Last night was a very spooky night for me.

You see, I have been wanting to watch Paranormal Activity for such a long time now.

So I did last night.

Let me tell you...I was expecting something really scary and spooky. Well, it kinda was when you think of it. There was definitely some scary moments where I had goosebumps and tingles in my spine especially when the scene was in the bedroom. The rest of it was very dragging, informative but dragging. I guess they had to do that in order for the viewers to understand what was going on.

I got a huge headache after watching it coz of all the motion from the so-called amateur-home-video camera.

What really got me spooked was that the bedroom elements in the movie is very similar to my room. So I got really paranoid after i got out of the cinema. I mean, it makes you wonder and think that it might actually happen. This movie definitely spooked me out than the Blair Witch Project.

I had a hard time sleeping last night that I asked my mom if I could sleep beside her. Yeah, embarassing but its the truth. It got me fucking paranoid! The "demon" which was the antagonist in the movie scared the hell out of me and I didn't even see what it was.

I guess it's the fear of the unknown that got to me. If I wasn't so distracted with my huge headache in the movie theaters, I think would be more scared than how I was last night.

But you know what, I got through it and I'd say, it was actually a very smart and chilling movie.

Funny

XOXO Yana

I Am That Girl

I hate checking up stuff online!

I stupidly went back to a past that I have long forgotten.

I really am masochistic huh?

The one guy that I used to really want to be with. The angel that broke my heart and ran away. I should have moved on but seeing him again, it just hurts.

Maybe I am that girl who will never get over a guy. Who would live her life pretending everything is okay but suddenly breaks down when "HE" shows up. Why do I have to act like a stalker? Let's not deny it. All of us has that one person that we can't help but stalk and that we wish that he's the one right next to us.

Exaggeration is my forte but this time, I really mean it when I say...he is the perfect guy for me. The one that I would whole-heartedly give myself to. He is my unreachable person. We all have that don't we? I guess I will never be over him.

I just hope that one day, we can start hanging out again. You know, catch up. I miss him so. He is supposed to be my Chuck. The one that keeps refusing but gives in in the end. But I don't know for how long.

XOXO Yana

The Future

I have been thinking about this a lot lately. I used to not know what I want to do with my life or where my life is heading. But I think I have an idea of what I would want to do, given the chance.

Before I always say that I want a business of my own. Like a bar or a club where people come with no inhibitions. I would soon profit from connections in that circuit. I still would like to do this but I guess not yet.

I was thinking more of being a personal assistant to a celebrity or anyone that is connected to the movie industry. It's a screwed-up, messy and frustrating job but I like the challenge and the drama of it. If not, I would like to have a job at PR. You know, where you have to convince people of a "product" you're selling or taking care of someone's image or maybe ruin one. Just kidding. But yeah, I would love to be involved in that kind of world. Like I said before, I am not interested in being in the spotlight. I like a more in-the-background kind of work where I make someone fabulous! I just want to get a whole lot of connections out of it.

XOXO Yana

Back to My Old Self

So I am obssessed with looking up trailers and seeing what's about to be shown in theaters before it actually hit it. I get excited and all!



I am not a big Jake Gyllenhall fan. (Did I even spell his last name right?)

But there's just something about his odd english accent that makes me want to see the movie. I'm big on accents. In my opinion, it fits well with his whole get up. I am sure people will pounce on him for his new looks but it works just fine for me. \

Am I seriously falling for Jake?!?!? Weird now...

I prefer this old-setting blockbuster movies than the sci fi ones. Although I am a firm advocate for the indie movies, I do love an occasional exciting-out-of-your-seat movie.

We'll see what becomes of this.

XOXO Yana

Mondays

Mondays always get to me.

I just wish that there was a way I could sleep through it and not experience it.

I don't want to whine in here coz I'm even too tired to do that.

Instead, at the end of the day...I calmed myself and immersed into TV. My favorite time of the day.

XOXO Yana

I Just Woke up From Ko's Annoying Alarm.

It sounded like a factory has just experienced a toxic waste spill or something. I was referring to the alarm clock by the way.

There is still that annoying ringing in my ear and it still feels stuffed with air. I don't know if its a good thing since we're going to church this morning. Ironic huh? I guess i wouldn't really be hearing father Ted this morning.

The music last night was disappointing. On previous nights, it would've been full of electro pop songs. The danceable ones. What happened to Britney? Christina? Lady effing Gaga? It was full of techno remixes that really aren't danceable. And all I got out of it is this stinking ringing in my ear...

The most annoying thing is...



Coz I'm not 21 yet! In my opinion, being 20 kinda sucks. It's like being too close yet feels so far. 7 months to go bitches and I wil...




XOXO Yana

It's All the Rage

Just got back from Santa Monica boulevard like half an hour ago.

My feet's fine, thanks to my mom's faux-heel knee-high boots
So it was a crazy night and I only got a couple of pictures out of it. I'll just post one where you can see my costume.

So, my usual partner in crime, Ko, drove us to Santa Monica Boulevard where there is gonna be a parade of halloween costumes. They closed down all entrances and exits in the boulevard for people to walk around in costumes. It was like a big street party. There were colorful and huge (literally) costumes.

The ones that stuck to my head were

1. Balloon boy costume: If you heard from recent news that a balloon carrying a boy accidentally flew away and in the end, the boy survived unscathed. It turns out that the dad did it for publicity for their reality show.

2. Xerxes: Yeah the 300 Spartans were all the craze but why the hell did we forget the biggest fag of that era? It turns out that it was the perfect costume for a drag queen of this era.

3. Iron Angel: This guy had wings of steel and they actually seemed very dangerous when he pops them out.

4. Sookie Stackhouse: Another reference to everything connected to vampires. It may be a simple southern waitress costume but I love it!

5. Penguins: There were actually 5 of them in a line walking around. Hilarious!

I wish I can remember more but i guess it didn't stick.

So after walking the whole boulevard, we were hyped up to dance! There were a bunch of unavoidable perverts but that's what Ko is for: My protection. Thanks! It was a night of ego-boosting for me cause a sexy cop girl hit on me. She grabbed me and danced with me. Lesbo action! There were some straight guys at Rage. I guess they were looking to score on some gay guy's fag hags. One of them happened to be me. Well atleast Ko was gay for that night. A guy with a carton costume snuck up behind me. I said, "No" and a head shake and we just gave each other a high-five. Loves it!

I'll post the pictures as soon as I can. That means when I'm not feeling lazy to do all that transfer-file-download thing.

XOXO Yana